The Memories of John Winter

by Total Life

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1.
Chapter One 04:00
alone together in the empire of cities we shared headphones on that crowded train my only vivid memory is what we listened to the day was smouldering hot and melted us closer reminiscing on our old favorite songs cold sweat and chills cover my nostalgic self what was lost in the blur not to be found again lives in the headphones that i keep in my hood
2.
i lean on my best assumptions but im not ok im so afraid im losing you; you drift so far away please just look me in the eye i think im losing you please just look me in the eyes is there something left in you? ill cope with the pain that took me away far from where i was yesterday but “lets get back together” makes me want you back in shame how i wish i could hate you for everything youve done you toyed with my heart and broke us apart how i wish i could hate you how i wish i would say to you “im hurting bad right now” but its been too long and the moment is gone so i know ill never say to you
3.
And I Try 03:32
few days ago i didnt know her name the mysteries about her drive me insane she said “my hearts a grenade so youd best be on your way” i try and i try to keep you satisfied but i still dont know why i try but i cant find a way out of the dark and i try to escape but its left its mark some time ago i lost my way trying to revert to past temptations tell me: did i get too close to the light? did i scare you off into the dark and get lost on the way? i lost my thoughts im hypnotized by every little thing
4.
Eileen 04:39
i know id rather be alone right now the time has come to make a distinction i promised you love ill tell you who you are soon if losing yous the only way to find love i cant stop this from taking me over again and it goes on a year ago today i fell for my first love autumn approached as she crept away for she had to leave both you and summer are fresh and here but ill have to leave come winter and if we are each others loves i cant leave you i cant stop this from taking me over again and it goes on
5.
Riptide 04:04
do you intend on bringing me in through the reeling? your presence will haunt me in through and out of the daylight its time now to realize i might not have you like you say maybe losing you will make me want you more… i could stay up all night then dream of what could be a dream is just a hopeful thought - thats all she is to me lost races and empty thoughts as you take my love and run and your dark hair with brown eyes are slipping away from me maybe this riptide will tear us apart at the seams stop and look around - will you remember me? maybe i cant stop loving you for now - pain is a kind of bliss to me
6.
I Feel Free 01:44
oh did you know? the worlds closing in on me i feel free all of my friends are losing their edge on me i feel free
7.
this town is a very small town all the wishing and wanting wont get you what you want watching all the time go looking for a release i think ive found a resource i hope it doesnt take me of modern emotions controlled by the notion what am i striving for if every day is the same? am i just working to return to square one? rumors spread by bored souls only lead to our demise and im tired of the same five people and conversation of modern emotions controlled by the notion
8.
you were under my thumb; i dont know why i caged you from me and my mind as well if i was so cruel, whyd i get your time? misused abused and my time came in swells while forgiving me helped you in the end do not let that be a lesson for all naiive hopes that some will be your friend: naif emotions scattered out on a wall why do we thrive off what we cannot have? must we reward those who give nothing back? hopes are lost and found again while dreams calve pardons are made while apologies lack when nights are lost and feelings turn to crumb i should be the one thats under your thumb
9.
today was the perfect day to lay out in the sun laughing and joking with old friends wish there wasnt an ending: surreal vision we took our sweet time loving every second of it all warm nights gazing at the night sky warm nights breathing with the ocean i wouldnt change a second of that moment my girl and my friends were surrounding me looking for problems: theyre nowhere to be found when ive got a belly full of jumbleberry pie al night i dreampt of today light shines through the window pane

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released October 13, 2013

Album Artwork by: Zak Hammerman
Chapter One Trumpet: Played/Written By Zach Mallet

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Total Life Nashville, Tennessee

The Connecticut born, Nashville based duo, Total Life, was created by Thomas Luminoso and Ryan Bigelow in 2013. Their pleasantly unique offering of intellectual garage rock has drawn many of their local fans in and kept them coming for more.

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